:: gardens grey ::

Like Mother, Like Son...

Not quite ready for his first Margarita yet...

I've changed so much

I just read my old Live Journal from 2003-2004 when Patrick and I first broke up and I met Ryan. Holy shit, have I ever changed! Just the way that I write is completely different.

Jess says she hates look back. I've always been one who is stuck in the past. For me, it's nice to be reminded of WHY you made some of the choices/decisions you did. It's very easy to have a selective memory, especially where love is concerned.

Anyway, while reading, I ran across this quote. I love it:

I've learned that people will forget what you said,
people will forget what you did,
but people will never forget how you made them feel.

So. Fucking. True.

A year ago today

I met the boys in Maroon 5 for the first time. I can't wait to see them again.

I'm in love with two men...

Adjusting to Noah

I thought that having four kids would be super hard, but Noah is such a little angel, it doesn't even seem like I have one more person to take care of. He's so easy going. It's different having a boy, you don't feel like they are so fragile. :)

Ryan is a great dad. A total natural. I've never seen a man take such good care of a newborn before. He was meant to be a dad and I am so glad he got the chance. I love watching the two of them together. Here's an awesome picture that his brother-in-law took when Noah was a few minutes old:

I'm feeling inspired to start taking pictures again. It's been so long. I'm going to start today by taking some pics of the kiddos. I don't have any of all four of them yet.